So this is it, i will start by sharing about this Phenomenal Women, that is me.
Soapy, Cranky or however you want to put it - this is me.
I have taken sometime to get in touch with the pressure/challenge i feel as a woman, it doesn't matter what kind of an environment i am in, if you are a woman - you are bound to experience it.
"I remember all those times and places - home, work, socially, alone - so you know I am a loner by birth that i felt all the pressure/challenge'', but its all determined by my behaviour. It all comes down to how i think, feel, speak , behave towards whatever i happen to come across, am i capable of turning around negativity to something that will not bring me down, or do i just believe that i dont have important things that i should be focusing on?
Yet again - its in my identity to be a rock - isn't that what all women grow up believing in? ohh well correct me if i am wrong, but i have learnt to step back beyond that identity and intergrate, what is this vision i am pursuing? what is my mission? what is my purpose? who/what else am i saving now? what was i designed to do as a strong young black woman? Mostly - "How will 'me doing me' make a difference in the world and i realised - i owe the world nothing, nothing is worth all that energy, i may be weak, but there is this place within me that i draw strength from and i realise that in actual fact I AM POWERFUL.
There is just still one question left - maybe the universe will answer me one day - "How does knowing what i know from 'Beyond, Identity, Beliefs and Capabilities change and enhance my Behaviour?"
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