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There are times like today when I reflect back on my life and the things that befell me and I'm like wow! how did I make it here? Well, what can I say, I stood up and achieved the greatest things I ever dreamed of . I may not have it all or have not done it the right way, but its certainly not the end of me....
I am so proud of the way I have turned out. I am not ashamed to talk about the times when I fell apart. I allowed people to break me down , I allowed myself to break .Then I stood up. Hahaha!

Lesson ? I have learnt not to let shit build up before I address it. If it doesn't make me happy and I know it can't be fixed... I walk away.
I have learnt to be content with such decisions, because letting go and walking away isn't a form of cowardness, but its merely a sense of doing yourself a favour  and sparing oneself the hurt and distruction in the long run. I am proud of how strong I would like to think I have become. If someone doesn't treat me well or doesn't go out of their way  for me, I cut them out immediately and what the other party will think of me is actually none of my business and is the least of my concerns.
Actually it doesn't upset me because people dont live the way I do or have the same mindset as me!
As for those that hurt and betrayed me - I don't hate them. Hating consumes so much of time and energy .To each  his own, not EVERYBODY will have a good heart.

As much as I saw people turn their backs, I also witnessed a lot of geniune people showing me sincere, powerful love. Just imagine how good it feels to have so much peace and to be so loved after facing a lot of turmoil. I can't remember when last I had such fire in my heart! I am so happy with my growth and the love surrounding me.

The year that was...

So I thought I should take my mind off "things".
I have been in a certain space this last couple of months and I can't really blame anyone for that even if I wanted too.
I can pretty much say I have been through hell and back, but its all good.They usually say he doesn't give you a burden too heavy to carry.
I took on a quest  - Lord it hasn't been easy... and the frontiers I have come across, my word...have they been major or what!?

Anyways...enough about my moaning *as i activate greatness*.I have decided that piting myself will not get me anywhere, so instead I have decided to be greatful for each and every moment... the bad times because I learn new things from those experiences and also be thankful just for the gift of life. One biggest lesson that I have learnt these couple of months is that Life is so fragile , we forget it can break in just a second. We spend most of our times worrying about things we have no total control over and death always seems to be a reminder to live life without regrets. That is why TODAY I VOW to live life and be greatful for each and every moment and every person who does me good. As for those who feast on other peoples misery....may they go and climb the tallest mountain and then jump and see if I care...

With that said as we are a few days from  the new year, I am just going to shut up, work hard, focus, keep my business to myself and not be moved by other peoples's opinions of me. 

Here's to the year that's been 2013 and to 2014....we gonna rock the 30's bitches...